VertigoZero

Creative Talent, hope but in moderation. I am more of less already expecting to splash around in a kitty pool for anything outside of artistic talent herein. It is kind of sad but true, I look around for people like myself but it is a bountiful-less venture thus far. I guess that my strategy is false, don't come to them but instead have them come to you; build it and they will come.

I am bit frustrated to be honest. I have to create and be creative but I have to build a house and forge a company at the same time. My hair is greying and I am not old but it feels like it. I do this, look for people to talk with, not talk to. It is odd, on here how people want to be special snowflakes. This is for if one really is unique or able to do what others cannot one tends to end up alone and or frustrated and ultimately unable to meaningfully relate and feel well, human; well at least I am anyway. Perhaps I am just in the wrong place reaching out to empty people hoping for a fulfillment that may never come.

Over one hundred years ago in film it was understood that to sell films one had to make films for the majority audience of whom had an average age of 12 years. Today this is still true; 12 years of age is the majority average viewing audience of media. It seems that growing past this 12 year mind is optional and anything beyond farther and farther just ends one's self in diminishing returns in terms of any deep meaningful sociability. Once you gain knowledge it is hard to unknow.